Day 27 of Challenge (60/60), Class #28 ~ Yogini Down…

When I picked up my boss for work today he admitted he slept really well and was happy he went to class. I was relieved that he wasn’t angry with me. You never know how it will go. He said he wasn’t planning to go back but you never know. I told him for me it was love at first class but it isn’t that way for everyone. He mentioned he felt delirious for quite a while after class. I think overall he had a great experience.

I had a good day at work but I had a stomach ache and felt fatigued all day. I was a little concerned for class but thought it would be ok. I also ate a very light lunch to make sure I wouldn’t be too full.

Class tonight was taught by Jackie and the usual suspects were all in class tonight. Morgan also gave me a really cool head band made out of material by yogi toes to keep my hair back. She was so sweet to think of me and my crazy hair. That was my saving grace tonight.

Class started out ok but then all of a sudden I started getting nauseous and just dizzy. My stomach just felt horrible and I couldn’t breathe very well. I ended up sitting out several postures tonight and it was frustrating but as the class went on I just felt worse and worse so I couldn’t force myself to go through the postures. I did the best  I could and managed not to flee the room. Trust me I really want to leave so many times but thought to myself,”just stay in the room”. I was just hoping I wouldn’t vomit in class.

After class Lisa C. told me to go outside for fresh air and that really helped so much. Thanks to her for suggesting that. I told her my plan was to go home eat, shower, and go to bed. When I went back to the locker room to get my stuff I ran into Lisa T. and she said she had a super rough class too. Maybe it’s the challenge taking it’s toll. I definitely think it was a build up for me. The last two days I had horrible classes as well but tonight was probably the most challenging class I have ever had. Before class Katherine mentioned I should switch sides of the room to see if that helped but I ended up staying put. I will make sure to switch sides tomorrow. I am going to shoot to go to the 6am class for the experience but we’ll see how I feel at 5am when my alarm goes off. I make no promises especially the way I am feeling right now.

I can barely hold myself up right now so I am gonna sign off and pray tomorrow will be better… compassion for myself tonight that is for sure… my bed is calling my name.

Namaste Peeps!